The first time I met him was my first night back at my favorite titty bar in the whole damn state. â€œDonâ€™t bother getting out your hustle. Iâ€™m furniture around here.â€ That was the first thing he said to me. Iâ€™d heard those kinds of lines from guys all over the country who thought they… Continue reading Alaskans I have loved, v1
If I got anything of value out of my college education, it came from a sociology class I took as an elective. Not from the class material directly, but the professor, who was very wise and should have been teaching someplace like Harvard or something. He didn’t think that I was crazy for thinking of… Continue reading Re-examaning the premises.
I realize I’ve bitched about a couple customers and maybe been a little negative lately. I really love dancing, and when I bitch about bad customers it’s because they’re so different from the customers I’m accustomed to. I hope no one’s gotten any other impression. I love almost everything about dancing. There’s the practical stuff,… Continue reading Stripper forever!
I love dirt. A prostitute once told me, when we were camping along the river with babies, that dirt is like sex. People are disgusted or afraid of it, but really we are born from it. When I was a kid we used to go once a week to the laundromat for a shower. We… Continue reading dirt
I’m always so pleasantly shocked that the world keeps turning. You’d think I’d be used it by now, but I still wake up in the middle of the night afraid that the sun is never coming back and stay up all night waiting for it. Every morning when the sun comes up and every summer… Continue reading Happy (early) Solstice!
It was four am and almost everyone had gone home. I was sitting at the bar with another girl and our lone customer, sipping my fake seabreeze and considering leaving. I don’t like to leave until it’s all over, until every possibility of another customer walking in with a big wad of cash has been… Continue reading ORU in the titty bar!
Today, gentle readers, I send you out into the world to watch two very important videos. Only if you’re on speedy internet though, otherwise don’t torture yourself. First, the lovely genious Audacia Ray discusses the evolution of the online alt porn movement. I’m fascinated by alt porn because, to me, it puts porn back a… Continue reading Did you know they got the TV in the Internet now?
You know what I hate? When people who call themselves feminists tell me that I’m degrading myself or messing myself up by being a stripper (“if only she knew what she’s doing to herself,” they whisper). After over a decade of dancing, I’ve got a pretty good idea of exactly what I’m doing, and I’m… Continue reading feminism, western civilization, stripping, and wage slavery
Of course most places are beautiful, but some just call to your soul more, and this is one for me. Here’s a pic of the bus in the same place last year. And cookin’ dinner alongside the road. I’m so in love with this place. After dinner I played in the mud and howled at… Continue reading One of the most beautiful places on Earth.
I always see these tourists in cars taking pictures. I mean, they don’t even look at things, they just stay safely in their car, pause for long enough to snap a shot, and off they go again. You can see the camera starting to come up before they’ve even stopped. I love Alaska and I… Continue reading I feel kinda skeevy about the pics I posted yesterday…